My head...

I wish I had the words to describe what is like to be in my head. Sometimes my head leads the way and others (not so often) she is leaded by me. I am exorcising all my inner demons, all of them. It is not easy, I have come to conclusion that most of the time my mind is playing hard tricks on me. Sometimes she is sabotaging me, filling me with fears or insecurities, with nervousness and sometimes even with emptiness. I have been working hard to get to know her, to get to understand her, to get her to like me. I think I'm doing good, I think by now we agree on many subjects and she has even agree to let me do my part in thinking, thinking good things for me. I do have to accept also, that being my head it's no easy job, she has lots of responsibilities and she even gets to be blame if something doesn't work how I wanted to work. If being my head it's so hard, I can't begin to imagine being the head of Aristotle, Newton or Einstein. So that's why today I wanted to honor my head, my mind. Not only because I am really trying hard to convince her to like me, but also because I do believe the hard work done to achieve these results were leaded by her at some points. She deserves part of the credits. Good job!